Current Thoughts.

Special thanks to Lydia for inspiring me to start writing this. I don't know where it will go, but we'll see.

I've changed quite a bit since my last post, I must admit.

And yet, many things have not changed at all.

I still am in love with my girlfriend of three years, despite never having met each other, and often feeling alone even as we are already in the relationship we share. On the flip side, we meet this August, and my hopes are high for our path to see steps upon it in great numbers.

Spiritually, I am as mutable as ever. I currently believe in spiritual connection. I have practiced I Ching, astrology, numerology, and tried them professionally, unsuccessfully. Even so, I enjoy doing work for others who need the help.

I finished building my first computer for a friend today. My fingers are only now beginning to stop feeling like needles, which is helpful for my typing.

Things are simply happening now.

I am writing movie/video game scripts with a friend. I have directed a film. I have hosted two different radio shows concurrently, and I have learned many things about many subjects, both academically and practically.

Since the last time I wrote a post, my life has not so much changed, as it has been truly lived.

It is only in retrospect that I realize how true this is.

The key to life is not to plan. It is to take risks you trust, and not risks you simply calculate.

Trust is a spiritual feeling. It's the feeling of comfort you have talking to that fellow on the bus who turns out to inspire you to work harder or go to a new restaurant that turns out to be a favorite.

Trust is a gift, and it is a gift we need not wonder about the source of. Simply thank the universe for giving you friends, family, food, finance.

I am a different person, and I am not afraid of this.

Remember, everyone, that you are a valuable human being, and that you will experience bliss once you stop making your life a crucible.

With Love,
David